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BRIANNA ♦ 19 ♠ artist ♦ student ✖ straight edge ♥ in love
VIRGO ♍ horse ★ earth/metal ☪ mercury ☿ mutable ☯ yang

I'm your typical virgo. Bullheaded and determined; once I get my mind set on something, its difficult to tear me from that path. Despite what others may think, I do not let anything get in the way of my long-term goals. Sensitive and worrisome; I tend to get riled up easily. I worry, but only because I care. What can I say? Its my nature. However I do worry to the point where I get annoying, and honestly I don't mean to. I am very emotional, and my moods have a tendency to swing ..a lot. I base my decisions on my heart and gut, as opposed to my mind. I'm creative (which is a no-brainer to those who know me well or barely know me at all) both artistically and with the way I think, but I'm not conceited nor am I competitive with it. There is no sense for me to compete over artistic ability and “status” regarding those issues. I really don't brag about much of anything. Obviously I'm pretty modest.

I have issues, a lot of issues. Anxiety, trust, self-esteem, self-confidence, shyness, inner strength..yeah basically I make myself sound like a pathetic sadcase don't I? Well I recognize these issues, and I am trying to work around and overcome them. However, Rome wasn't built in a day. The fact that hardly anyone makes an attempt to recognize and understand these issues of mine doesn't help. I don't give a shit who reads this; basically I don't get enough credit. That's not me being conceited,

Don't ever expect me to live up to your ridiculous standards of “perfection.” Perfection is a flat-out stupid concept, and I don't waste my time with it. I'm perfectly imperfect, and intend to stay that way. Deal with it, or don't associate with me.

I don't want your drama and hypocrisy. Don't come running to me expecting me to have the patience for your sorry ass if you like to screw with people emotions. You wanna be cute and play mind games? You wanna start shit and try to destroy every aspect of someone's life and make them miserable? Take them elsewhere, I don't want the bullshit. Hell I don't NEED that bullshit. I've got enough issues of my own and problems in my life. You want somebody to sit there and take your bullshit? Find someone else. I have a low bullshit tolerance, some of you people are going to learn that the hard way. That is a promise I intend to keep.

Do I have you saying 'god she's such a bitch' yet? If not, I'm surprised. I'm not a bitch, usually, but right now I'm just giving you everything at face value. If I was being a bitch, you'd know it.